The last of this

This will be the last post of this blog. I'm going to create a new blog all about anime and my life =) Happy and sad~ Most all is anime and manga and LOTSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Also, I don't want to give up on finding my MR. RIGHT! =) byess =)

My love for you will never change.

09/10/10-Saturday.



My love for you during form 1 till std 6 is all back now. I made a book for of you. You were the thing that kept me happy and living. Of course, the others also helped out. You were my first and I love you. No matter what, our heart will be one. I love you and I know you will never push me down. Although you are a little "sick" I still love you. Cause it's your story that makes me happy. If I emo or anything. I'll think of you my dear. And I will be cured. Or listening to the song letting out my feelings. Or maybe watching you will cure me more. I'll love you forever.



-OtakuYuki/TurtleYuki-

THIS IS ME! =)

Morning!

06-10-10,Wednesday.

My plannings work in the morning except for practising my music and mopping the floor. Delayed mopping to tomorrow and practising music to the evening after my beloved drama. Also, lots of things to do.. Need to learn to save my super dry and brittle hair. Need to work and earn money. Need to learn to BAKE , STUDY! I need to learn so many things!!! I'm going to die soon. Can't wait for a virtual action game to come out !! Maybe in 10years time? I was wondering.. After I die and the game comes out.. Will I be able to play it in my another life? Or I'll stay a ghost forever? Who knows.. I wonder.. If I come back to this world.. When is the next WORLD END? HAHAHA! I'm lame. Voice super dry could not sing my now favourite song. Hahas. So many things to plan but my heart stays only at one place ...

-Yuki-

Virtual.

05-10-10,Tuesday..

I want to play a virtual game.
A really really VIRTUAL one.
I'm so addicted to anime and manga now.
I can feel thier expression.
Feelings.
Everything!
I have no idea how but I want to feel it all.
A game into reality.
Not for the love.
Just for the feelings and i have no idea how to say it.
It cannot be described in words.
It's just me..
My true dream is to touch people's heart?
I have no idea why am I thinking of that.
Thats why I love singing... Acting..
Is cause I want people to treasure but telling others except myself.
I threw away things that were mine.
Chances given.
NOW! I will not lose anything and regret.
Anime, Manga, Music.. Give me all the strength and power that enhanced me once.

-Yuki-
I may sound crazy now.. Haha

Why?

My heart began to waver when I read the sentence I saw.

"We could die anywhere, I could even die in an accident"

In the end it was not him... it was the girl... I'm seriously anxious on how it's going to be...
HOW CAN IT END SOOOOO FAST? =(
I really liked the girl!!!! D;
IT'S A LIEEEEEEEE =(

-Engrossed with manga due to LACK OF LOVE!- *imcrazy*
-Yuki-

My friend said that my post was too long and she does not really know english so...
I'll write it shorter! Hope I will.. But some is just long... Can't blame what happened? Hahas.

I'll give you my first love..

I'll give you my first love...

04/10/10,Monday..

If I cannot live after 20.. My biggest regret will be that...
I've never experianced love..
Instead of experiancing the happy ones..
I've experianced the bitterness and lies.
I really hope to experiance a true and wonderful relationship before 20.