Today~

Morning Forced self to STUDY!!!
DID IT!!!! Maths and bm =P
Maths paper two did not check so did bm XD
I was shock in the morning ._.
My dog was biting me [as usual] waking me up =P
Then he like knows i dun like him lick me so much.
He go lick me non-stop till i knock his head XD
But he still did it = =" So i had to wake up ._.
Mommy and Daddy went out =x No internet =x

Until now =D
Online Celinny Mommy pm me =x
And now she is not replying me = ="
Breadou server down or what?!?! Why I so unlucky d = ="
So sad~~ T_T
Anyways ._. I duno what to say but..
I think I might be going out tomorrow =x
kekekekeke made new character in Breadou last nite ._.
But now i need to train my synx =.="
XD Nevermind~~ Wahahahaha Train Sinx then get good item =P
For WOE ._.
OH NO!!!! Tonight got WOE?!?! =.= Gg.Com!!! My sniper don't do anything to people ._.
Damn cham!! Sad!! >_<>
Well I wannago chat with mommy celinny and try my breadou XD

Weee~ 3rd post =x

Woe~ Me and Mommy~Mommy and me~

My lovely mommy has always been by my side when I come through sorrow and sadness..
=( But no matter how much saddness I've gone through she is there with me. I hope she will be there for me in the future =) I want to be a very good friend to her and my other darls~ Like Linnie and Kelly~~ Haha..
Currently agree with bro.. ADDICTED TO RO!!! AHHHHH!! =.= So what?!?!
PMR next week ma!!! Must relax and PLAY!!! =D

Second post for today.

I went to an old friends blog.
I kinda miss them..
They did not really update their blog and it remain the same month.
I was the person who chose to leave that area.
As time past, I regretted it.
On wednesday I was alone in school.
I read all the english novel answers and read about The Prisoner Of Zenda.
I finally knew what TrEeTaG-Ann meant.

I have a strong feeling saying that they all hates me already and are no longer my friends..
I took it for granted?Well whose to blame?
I closed my old blog cause of the memories with them..
It will always be in my heart and I still kept those video when we all played together.
I remember a lot people in that game said they like me..
Which I never believe one. = =
Even ann he said he will wait. Actually how long can they wait = =
When time could actually make things fade.
And I was right about all of them? One got gf d. But ann I don't know.
I really miss the other like Larry and Roy.. I had to make them hate me.
I really had to.. ._.

Don't ask why! XD I don't wanna tell =x wakakakaka and
despise me after u read it? It's ur choice >_<"

I want this to be a new start =D

2/10/09.
5.46p.m.
Sunny day.

I want to start a new post =D
Forget the past new beginning =D
Hahahaha =D
I'l believe in love again =)
Forced to hehehehe!!
But.. Anyway I kept hearing the lovely song
''Ice Cream by DNR''
I really want to know what happens if I was someone's gf..
Hahahahahaha lame...
Don't know what to write..
=( Breadou server down once again = ="
kekekeke =D
I think this is a start for this blog again to reopen =P
Oh yea!!! I want to add a new blogskin so =) new work hahaha

._.

Smsed you yesterday..
Wanted to know something..
You called me daring..
I did not know what you meant..
I asked a fren today..
But what we chatted yesterday broke my heart today..

I really wish I could know you..
But I guess... We were never meant to be..
It's obvious how naive I was..
I tried to go through it all..
Lucky I could talk to it with my mommy [celinny]
I saw you in tuition again.

Our eyes did not meet..
I was some how avoiding you..
When I smsed you I felt joy all over me..
However.. I am confuse of my feelings towards you..
I was suppose to hate you..
But why am I so confuse..

Well...I'm alone once again ..
I guess the blog I made earlier is useless now..
I don't want to say good-bye..
I promised myself..
And I will do it!..
I wanted to say this to you but.. I could not..

My friends sister told me go to the prom..
I asked a few frens who are going and I also knew you are also going..
I felt like rejecting her that moment..
But if I did she might know..
So I'll think about it.. And I told her brother about it that I'm not going..
I guess I really am not going..

More sadness

Life is all different..
Sad and happy things keep flowing all around..
I posted something in a wrong blog again...
Why is it always like that..
Is my emotion taking over me?

I wonder... do you even think of how I feel when you hurt me?..
I guess you think nothing about me..
Not a SINGLE thing..
It's obvious.. I don't know how to face you..
I saw you yesterday..

I could not avoid you and turn back cause I could not do so..
You looked at me and looked away..
I was strugglin inside..
I could not breathe..
That feeling was back when I was so close to you..

But our feelings are as far as the earth and the moon..
I know we can never ever be together.. Why should I be so naive then..
not only that.. I'm gettin real pissed at some people..
DONT BOTHER BELIEVING ME DON BOTHER TALKIN OR ASKIN ME!!!
GET LOST!!! Isshhh Mood real bad Damn!!! I used to be calm.. =.="

lol

Been Ro-ing..
So lazy blog and fb :D
I opened internet then close it cause wanna play :D
Exam did okok so so :D

Haha.. Nothing to post byebye!!