I'm kinda happy!!!! (: Why? Well... Cause.. I met someone new~ (: I'm officially giving up on ... (: And, I'm kinda happy i went out ~~ Also, Karate kid was a BLAST!!! (: Well, nata's friends fetched us there haha. And the driver was... kinda cute ><>
Owh owh.. also he drive seriously fast and we all laughed and said we had no seat belts. It was seriously fun! (: Thats all! Hope can go out with them agn. And.. I forgot to pay him back ><
I finally made the decision to close this blog. Is it a good or bad news? I can write more stuff at least. Firstly i should really talk about the camp but.. Not really in the mood but.. I was shock that when i finish my talent time i saw you.. Yes... You sms-ed me and i relax but i still lost but. I really needed to sms you. I sms-ed a start but no reply from you until i saw you online. I guess i misunderstood you yesterday. All the sweet happy stuff was all a dream i guess. I think I cried about an hour for this and talent time. Ishhh I can't sing already. Haihs.. I guess... a friend affected my mind! SHIT YOU! Yes, I'm pissed! I remember there was a talk about relationship. I went and ask the lecturer personally and she told me to continue but. Why when i was about to give up on you... able to do it but you gave me hope. And when i trusted the hope you just.... let me down. Am I really very naive? What i'm thinking always ends up wrongly. I guess it's life.... Whatever it is... it's stupid to cry but... YES! I'M A CRYBABY! What the hell do I do now? What do you expect from me?! I want to give up but... when i saw you yesterday when i see your sms, I wasn't scared of the talent time but.... your appearance. I imagined you'll walk in and see me but.. when you came i saw your bro and friend which was a girl. She seemed bored but you stayed. Was is all for me? or..... I don't know what is what anymore. Please... Just... Talk... To... Me...
And first of all I don't want to say what I have done.. I just want to say.. I miss you all. Best Friends? Was it a lie to fool me? Friends? Meant to be betrayed from the beginning? Or is it just me thinking we were friends when you all didn't trust me. After she came in. After she coupled with him. You all questioned me when I ignored her. Why wouldn't you all give me peace? I know I'm bringing up the same old thing but I'm not satisfied? YES! I'm not! WHY?! IT'S ALL CAUSE I THOUGHT WE WERE ALL FRIENDS WHEN I'M THE IDIOT. BELIEVING YOU ALL AND ALL YOUR STUPID LIES. YES! I'M EMO SO? WHAT THE CRAP DO YOU ALL HAVE TO CARE AND IN THE END. THROW ME DOWN BACK IN THE PIT? YOU TOO, *K* YOU HELPED ME BEFORE WHEN I'M DOWN. BUT WHY MUST YOU THROW ME DOWN FOR SOMEONE WHO YOU KNOW FOR A YEAR. YOU ASKED *V* IS SHE GOOD? CRAP YOU LA, HOW LONG YOU THINK *V* KNOWS HER? I KNOW HER SINCE FORM 1 AND I WAS FOOLED BY HER. NOW SHE GOT WHAT SHE WANT I'M NOT SURPRISE IF SHE BACK STABS YOU GUYS! OWH WAIT, I'M WRONG! SHE WON'T. WHY? FOR *K* YOU ARE SO POWERFUL BUT YET SHE CAN STILL HOLD YOU. BY CRYING AND ALL. YOU ALL ARE FOOLS!! AND NOW, I've chilled. You guys are just dumb, no no no, You all just don't know her. Ah well, she is a step to popularity, Up to you all. I seriously miss the days we laugh but, IT'S THE END! I WILL NO LONGER POST ANY POST OF YOU ALL! (: The end..
Okay.... I hope I won't haha, Owh and and, Planning go out with fiona babe~ Nata Dear and Suki Darling :P Haha, hope our plans work~ *Ahem Ahem* (: -Yuki-
So many things happening around me. I wanna study really hard and ignore others. If i have good grades, my parents won't have to work that hard. But if i get bad grades, they will have to find a way to pay for my college fees. I really need good grades. No idea what to write lately. Mood swing badly. ): -Yuki-
I don't want write what i did lar... I just don't know what to write or say d. I only know, those two are going to ruin my life. Haihs. So sien lately. Lazy to post. Nata and Sho Yin I hope you all will be ok. As for Fiona, I'm not so worried about you cause your so hyper :) I love you gals! :)
Ah well.... haihs... Okay lor..
BYE. -Yuki-
08/05/10, Sat. Today is an unhappy day ): The day of the 2nd audition which i could not attend. My friend Emei did :) Asked her about it at night. But while then. Emo whole day. Nata and Sho yin was suppose to teman me -.-" But they all were like. OKAY LETS GO!
Me: Okay. I fetch you guys now? Nata: Wait.. I haven't ask my dad. Sho Yin: Me too... I haven't ask my mom. Nata: I'm scared le. Sho Yin: Me too. My mom sleeping. =.=" And in the end. Me: CANCEL LA!! -.-"
Haihs.... After mummy came home, Went for dinner. Came back. Talk to emei :) But during dinner was super fun. My brother drove me to our grandparents house. We walked to the restaurant. Both of us were laughing and talking! XD Then, he fetched me home :) We were both laughing when we have incoming message. Cause our message tones are the same. Very fun :)
09/05/10, Sun.. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! haihs.. woke up late -.-" But still able to give mummy her card :)
xD!! Went for hair cut -.-" I look lala now =.=" Haihs.. Wait hair longer then cut to one side. More to my style~ :) Anyways, after haircut went eat. :) Then mummy went to do alignment for her car. The service damn bad and stupid -.-" We went there around 12.30, Suppose finish in 15 mins plus. But they took an hour. You know why?
First, The guy that took my mummy's cars tire out. we could not leave cause no car tire! HAHAHA! Then, another guy help la -.-" The stupid thing was. He just roll the tire. Then receive call.. Then drove out! We wait a while, he came back. Guess what-.-" He go buy cigarette! Stupid right? Then, he do half way, tire spinning. He go help another guy with the kancil car ... Wait... Then he ask the guy that was doing the kancil do my mummy's tire. Then wait wait wait. FINALLY DONE! = = Finish at like.... 2.30 -.-"
Stupid-ness XD Then we went to a restaurant to book for tonights dinner. Of course, I rest in car :) Mummy did the work ! XD OmG! -.-" Then we went straight to bukit tinggi. Went try clothes. Buy a lot of books. All past year questions :) Suddenly felt dizzy. Saw sho yin! :O Slept in car cause dizzy. Did not know reach until mummy woke me up :O Open door, and blabla. Took a bath. -.-" Crap my phone. Meng Juin called me = =" He thought i emo! XDDD Nata sms me :O and..... thats about all i think.. xD!! Left beloved phone at home T^T Anyways, I took photo with my camera! XD :P Byee
Omg! I plan my days and time d!! First, now focus... STUDY and KEYBOARD. I <3 my keyboard now (: My studies are quite stable cause getting the hang of it. Need more exercise and need the books too :)
After this year's final exam i might find a job ... :) Instead of wasting them at home :P Then... Form5~ Study kao kao no game !!! xD Now also no game o.o Erm... tuition? Not sure. OMG! BM!! :) Need do lots of essay. Eng too.. I should do a lot tomorrow since i got time.. erm.. owh and.. After spm dye hair!!! :) Then, work and learn drive~ Then wait spm result cause the course i wanna take starts in march. I did research~ :P Then march join college~ Then college study~~ Then... Next year... HALO!!! AND STAR QUEST!! I may not be qualify for some people but i wanna try it. Cause being a singer was my dream when i was a little girl. I did not know why also. But I chose another job which was teacher cause I thought I wasn't talented. But after halo.. I'm starting to have the courage and ... the feeling of it. I hope i can do lots more in the future. I hope I can even be a talented singer :) Meows~ <3 yea gals. I will always love my buddies.
Owh, and Emei is going for the second round. Sorry again cause cannot teman you ): Anyways! WISH YOU LUCK OO!!! :P If you enter you must belanja me a!!! :) I'll make it there somehow xD If you didn't, I'll belanja you!! :P -CHOOIIII touch wood* Sure you enter :) Good lucks!! :P
