More about you than camp.

I finally made the decision to close this blog.
Is it a good or bad news?
I can write more stuff at least.
Firstly i should really talk about the camp but..
Not really in the mood but..
I was shock that when i finish my talent time i saw you..
Yes... You sms-ed me and i relax but i still lost but.
I really needed to sms you.
I sms-ed a start but no reply from you until i saw you online.
I guess i misunderstood you yesterday.
All the sweet happy stuff was all a dream i guess.
I think I cried about an hour for this and talent time.
Ishhh I can't sing already.
Haihs..
I guess... a friend affected my mind! SHIT YOU!
Yes, I'm pissed!
I remember there was a talk about relationship.
I went and ask the lecturer personally and she told me to continue but.
Why when i was about to give up on you... able to do it but you gave me hope.
And when i trusted the hope you just.... let me down.
Am I really very naive? What i'm thinking always ends up wrongly.
I guess it's life....
Whatever it is... it's stupid to cry but...
YES! I'M A CRYBABY!
What the hell do I do now? What do you expect from me?!
I want to give up but... when i saw you yesterday when i see your sms,
I wasn't scared of the talent time but.... your appearance.
I imagined you'll walk in and see me but..
when you came i saw your bro and friend which was a girl.
She seemed bored but you stayed.
Was is all for me? or.....
I don't know what is what anymore.
Please... Just... Talk... To... Me...

-Yuki-