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Smsed you yesterday..
Wanted to know something..
You called me daring..
I did not know what you meant..
I asked a fren today..
But what we chatted yesterday broke my heart today..

I really wish I could know you..
But I guess... We were never meant to be..
It's obvious how naive I was..
I tried to go through it all..
Lucky I could talk to it with my mommy [celinny]
I saw you in tuition again.

Our eyes did not meet..
I was some how avoiding you..
When I smsed you I felt joy all over me..
However.. I am confuse of my feelings towards you..
I was suppose to hate you..
But why am I so confuse..

Well...I'm alone once again ..
I guess the blog I made earlier is useless now..
I don't want to say good-bye..
I promised myself..
And I will do it!..
I wanted to say this to you but.. I could not..

My friends sister told me go to the prom..
I asked a few frens who are going and I also knew you are also going..
I felt like rejecting her that moment..
But if I did she might know..
So I'll think about it.. And I told her brother about it that I'm not going..
I guess I really am not going..

More sadness

Life is all different..
Sad and happy things keep flowing all around..
I posted something in a wrong blog again...
Why is it always like that..
Is my emotion taking over me?

I wonder... do you even think of how I feel when you hurt me?..
I guess you think nothing about me..
Not a SINGLE thing..
It's obvious.. I don't know how to face you..
I saw you yesterday..

I could not avoid you and turn back cause I could not do so..
You looked at me and looked away..
I was strugglin inside..
I could not breathe..
That feeling was back when I was so close to you..

But our feelings are as far as the earth and the moon..
I know we can never ever be together.. Why should I be so naive then..
not only that.. I'm gettin real pissed at some people..
DONT BOTHER BELIEVING ME DON BOTHER TALKIN OR ASKIN ME!!!
GET LOST!!! Isshhh Mood real bad Damn!!! I used to be calm.. =.="

lol

Been Ro-ing..
So lazy blog and fb :D
I opened internet then close it cause wanna play :D
Exam did okok so so :D

Haha.. Nothing to post byebye!!