More sadness

Life is all different..
Sad and happy things keep flowing all around..
I posted something in a wrong blog again...
Why is it always like that..
Is my emotion taking over me?

I wonder... do you even think of how I feel when you hurt me?..
I guess you think nothing about me..
Not a SINGLE thing..
It's obvious.. I don't know how to face you..
I saw you yesterday..

I could not avoid you and turn back cause I could not do so..
You looked at me and looked away..
I was strugglin inside..
I could not breathe..
That feeling was back when I was so close to you..

But our feelings are as far as the earth and the moon..
I know we can never ever be together.. Why should I be so naive then..
not only that.. I'm gettin real pissed at some people..
DONT BOTHER BELIEVING ME DON BOTHER TALKIN OR ASKIN ME!!!
GET LOST!!! Isshhh Mood real bad Damn!!! I used to be calm.. =.="