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Smsed you yesterday..
Wanted to know something..
You called me daring..
I did not know what you meant..
I asked a fren today..
But what we chatted yesterday broke my heart today..

I really wish I could know you..
But I guess... We were never meant to be..
It's obvious how naive I was..
I tried to go through it all..
Lucky I could talk to it with my mommy [celinny]
I saw you in tuition again.

Our eyes did not meet..
I was some how avoiding you..
When I smsed you I felt joy all over me..
However.. I am confuse of my feelings towards you..
I was suppose to hate you..
But why am I so confuse..

Well...I'm alone once again ..
I guess the blog I made earlier is useless now..
I don't want to say good-bye..
I promised myself..
And I will do it!..
I wanted to say this to you but.. I could not..

My friends sister told me go to the prom..
I asked a few frens who are going and I also knew you are also going..
I felt like rejecting her that moment..
But if I did she might know..
So I'll think about it.. And I told her brother about it that I'm not going..
I guess I really am not going..