It's been a long long time.

Hi!!
I'm back~ (:

And first of all
I don't want to say what I have done..
I just want to say..
I miss you all.
Best Friends?
Was it a lie to fool me?
Friends?
Meant to be betrayed from the beginning?
Or is it just me thinking we were friends when you all didn't trust me.
After she came in.
After she coupled with him.
You all questioned me when I ignored her.
Why wouldn't you all give me peace?
I know I'm bringing up the same old thing but
I'm not satisfied?
YES! I'm not!
WHY?!
IT'S ALL CAUSE I THOUGHT WE WERE ALL FRIENDS WHEN I'M THE IDIOT.
BELIEVING YOU ALL AND ALL YOUR STUPID LIES.
YES! I'M EMO SO?
WHAT THE CRAP DO YOU ALL HAVE TO CARE AND IN THE END.
THROW ME DOWN BACK IN THE PIT?
YOU TOO, *K*
YOU HELPED ME BEFORE WHEN I'M DOWN.
BUT WHY MUST YOU THROW ME DOWN FOR SOMEONE WHO YOU KNOW FOR A YEAR.
YOU ASKED *V* IS SHE GOOD?
CRAP YOU LA, HOW LONG YOU THINK *V* KNOWS HER?
I KNOW HER SINCE FORM 1 AND I WAS FOOLED BY HER.
NOW SHE GOT WHAT SHE WANT
I'M NOT SURPRISE IF SHE BACK STABS YOU GUYS!
OWH WAIT, I'M WRONG!
SHE WON'T.
WHY? FOR *K*
YOU ARE SO POWERFUL BUT YET SHE CAN STILL HOLD YOU.
BY CRYING AND ALL.
YOU ALL ARE FOOLS!!
AND NOW, I've chilled.
You guys are just dumb, no no no,
You all just don't know her.
Ah well, she is a step to popularity,
Up to you all.
I seriously miss the days we laugh but,
IT'S THE END!
I WILL NO LONGER POST ANY POST OF YOU ALL!
(: The end..

Okay.... I hope I won't haha,
Owh and and,
Planning go out with fiona babe~ Nata Dear and Suki Darling :P
Haha, hope our plans work~
*Ahem Ahem* (:
-Yuki-

It's so hard to understand.

So many things happening around me.
I wanna study really hard and ignore others.
If i have good grades, my parents won't have to work that hard.
But if i get bad grades, they will have to find a way to pay for my college fees.
I really need good grades.
No idea what to write lately.
Mood swing badly.
):
-Yuki-

haihs.

I don't want write what i did lar...
I just don't know what to write or say d.
I only know, those two are going to ruin my life.
Haihs.
So sien lately.
Lazy to post.
Nata and Sho Yin I hope you all will be ok.
As for Fiona, I'm not so worried about you cause your so hyper :)
I love you gals! :)
Ah well.... haihs...
Okay lor..
BYE.
-Yuki-

Hehe.

08/05/10, Sat.
Today is an unhappy day ):
The day of the 2nd audition which i could not attend.
My friend Emei did :)
Asked her about it at night.
But while then.
Emo whole day.
Nata and Sho yin was suppose to teman me -.-"
But they all were like.
OKAY LETS GO!

Me: Okay. I fetch you guys now?
Nata: Wait.. I haven't ask my dad.
Sho Yin: Me too... I haven't ask my mom.
Nata: I'm scared le.
Sho Yin: Me too. My mom sleeping.
=.="
And in the end.
Me: CANCEL LA!! -.-"

Haihs.... After mummy came home,
Went for dinner.
Came back.
Talk to emei :)
But during dinner was super fun.
My brother drove me to our grandparents house.
We walked to the restaurant.
Both of us were laughing and talking! XD
Then, he fetched me home :)
We were both laughing when we have incoming message.
Cause our message tones are the same.
Very fun :)

09/05/10, Sun..
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
haihs..
woke up late -.-"
But still able to give mummy her card :)

xD!! Went for hair cut -.-"
I look lala now =.="
Haihs.. Wait hair longer then cut to one side.
More to my style~ :)
Anyways, after haircut went eat. :)
Then mummy went to do alignment for her car.
The service damn bad and stupid -.-"
We went there around 12.30,
Suppose finish in 15 mins plus.
But they took an hour.
You know why?

First,
The guy that took my mummy's cars tire out.
we could not leave cause no car tire! HAHAHA!
Then, another guy help la -.-"
The stupid thing was.
He just roll the tire.
Then receive call..
Then drove out!
We wait a while, he came back.
Guess what-.-"
He go buy cigarette!
Stupid right?
Then, he do half way, tire spinning.
He go help another guy with the kancil car ...
Wait...
Then he ask the guy that was doing the kancil do my mummy's tire.
Then wait wait wait.
FINALLY DONE! = =
Finish at like.... 2.30 -.-"

Stupid-ness XD
Then we went to a restaurant to book for tonights dinner.
Of course, I rest in car :)
Mummy did the work ! XD
OmG! -.-"
Then we went straight to bukit tinggi.
Went try clothes.
Buy a lot of books.
All past year questions :)
Suddenly felt dizzy.
Saw sho yin! :O
Slept in car cause dizzy.
Did not know reach until mummy woke me up :O
Open door, and blabla.
Took a bath.
-.-" Crap my phone.
Meng Juin called me = ="
He thought i emo! XDDD
Nata sms me :O
and..... thats about all i think.. xD!!
Left beloved phone at home T^T
Anyways, I took photo with my camera! XD
:P
Byee

-Yuki-

Future...

Omg! I plan my days and time d!!
First, now focus...
STUDY and KEYBOARD.
I <3 my keyboard now (:
My studies are quite stable cause getting the hang of it.
Need more exercise and need the books too :)

After this year's final exam i might find a job ... :)
Instead of wasting them at home :P
Then... Form5~
Study kao kao no game !!!
xD Now also no game o.o
Erm... tuition? Not sure.
OMG! BM!! :) Need do lots of essay.
Eng too.. I should do a lot tomorrow since i got time..
erm.. owh and..
After spm dye hair!!! :)
Then, work and learn drive~
Then wait spm result cause the course i wanna take starts in march.
I did research~ :P
Then march join college~
Then college study~~
Then... Next year...
HALO!!! AND STAR QUEST!!
I may not be qualify for some people but i wanna try it.
Cause being a singer was my dream when i was a little girl.
I did not know why also.
But I chose another job which was teacher cause I thought I wasn't talented.
But after halo.. I'm starting to have the courage and ... the feeling of it.
I hope i can do lots more in the future.
I hope I can even be a talented singer :)
Meows~
<3 yea gals.
I will always love my buddies.

Owh, and Emei is going for the second round.
Sorry again cause cannot teman you ):
Anyways! WISH YOU LUCK OO!!! :P
If you enter you must belanja me a!!! :)
I'll make it there somehow xD
If you didn't, I'll belanja you!! :P -CHOOIIII touch wood*
Sure you enter :)
Good lucks!! :P

-Yuki-

I'm not going.

I'm not going for the second round..
Reason is cause my mom say not necessary.
I enter for experience.
Join the first audition and i got in..
o.O, at least i past.
HAHAHAHAHA! MENG JUIN!!! NO NEED BELANJA YOU D!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!
So now no need belanja you~ XD!!!

Also.... I guess it's not my fault.
My mom say next time only..
Cause of stupid damn study!!!!
Haihs...-.-"
Some more I can still go next after SPM..
After SPM I can go college.
Then, go for maybe Star Quest,
Or even... try again the Halo Forest.
I'm sorry halo T^T

Haihs... Ah well, no need to sien d lor!!
xD~ Hahaha...
Anyways, I guess i can try next time..
I feel so down ):
Even if i'm in i also didn't go second round..
Haihs..
I even plan my song and all.
And my mom just said to me just a while ago.
Haihs...
Nevermind gua..
:)~ Okay lor..
2 more years later!!!
I'll go Halo again!
Now I learn more chinese!!! xD~~~
Hehehehe! XD
-Yuki-

Love you all!

Lol!
A moment ago I was unhappy for my friend.
But after reading the book my dad bought for me,
I'm happy!
It's a nice book!
I'm really enjoying it~
Thanks mom and dad.
There maybe a lot of unhappiness but if i'm willing to go thru it it'll be fine~

For the second audition,
I'll try my best for myself, family and friends.
I'm singing If I ain't for you from Alicia Keys..
Doing acc homework now too.
Since this sat I'll be busy.
Maybe sun I'll ask my mom take me out.

I need to buy lots of books!
and a new file! T^T
Hehe~
But I hope I can pass the second Audi... :)
Wish me luck ya! :)
Thanks a lot mom and dad.
Thanks a lot to fiona and sho yin.
And also thanks a lot to nata and meng juin.
Stay happy and healthy!
Don't be sad guys~ :D
-Yuki-

I'm in...

Haihs..
I'm was hyper when they said I was in...
But when i came home..
I on my lappy..
Nata was unhappy..
Sad..
I don't want cause of me she sad..
I might just quit and stop now.
Because she is my most important best sister.
She supported me every time i'm down..
I really hearts her.
I don't want to lose her..

I rather lose this opportunity then her..
Is this a joke?
But at least I know I can sing.
It's good enough...
I can tell my mom tomorrow night.
If nata really isn't in..
Haihs... I'm sorry nata...
I really am..
-Yuki-

Two faced girl...

Haihs..
I don't know why you still want to talk to me..
I already don't know who your friends are.
Stop bothering me can?

Yet, I still have to talk and laugh with you...
Haihs.... But thanks to you.
I know how strong i can be.
Without any tears anymore.
Cause all inside me is i don't care.
You can pretend and get attention.

Does not affect me.
But if you step on my circle..
Your picking a fight then.
I only trust three buddies.
No more,
The rest are my friends.
Can consider as buddies.
Only those who supported and believed me.

Unlike those strangers unknown..
Come force me for answers about you.
Crazy? I don't know them -.-"
Owh... My three buddies...
Fiona!! First xDD
Nata and sho yin!~~ No placing la..
You three are my buddies.!!
Hearts you all.

Fiona, sorry if i ignored you cause of this girl that day ):
I feel maybe she took it.
You know la what she did-.-"
It's not wrong of me to suspect her -.-
Until now also haven't find.
Haihs... No more lor..
Even the phrase whats yours is yours also lie.

Stupid jerk bit*h go frame my friend.
I also don't believe d.
Owh and two faced girl,
Talk to me or what.
I won't believe you.
Don't try to get close and make me your buddy.
You don't even deserve the name as STRANGER!
I wish I never know you.
I'm serious.
Your a pain in the neck-.-"
1000% start crying infront of you lame bf.
I give no damn.
Find me?
Cari pasal?
:O
-scared, run-
-.-" I'm not stupid okay?
I don't know them, they talk to me I can just IGNORE!
Dumbass!! XD
-Yuki-

Scared. ):

Haihs..
No calls today... ):
Tomorrow and the next day left... :O
Scared..
Will I get chosen?
Or will I have to try again? ):

Somehow I really feel like I want to receive the call.
I'm sure meng juin and nata also..
Even though they think they can't,
I'm sure they can.
(: Good luck guys!!! :)

Okay.. About school...
OMG!!! H1n1 -.-
Crap wei....
So many cases..
Plus, fiona no come ):
Sad!! ):
Miss my beloved file.. ):
Okay thats all xD
-Yuki-

Halo Forest.

OMG!! I went to halo forest and audition!! :O
It was fun,tension,scared and AWESOME!!! :D
I went there with Meng Juin and NATA!!:D
Quite fun..
We were the first ones there.
Even though we were sesated XDDD!!
We took some photos before we registered..




Super funny!
I wasn't suppose to audition.
But nata beg/asked me xD
In the end i auditioned.
Pay RM30 for it :O
T^T nevermind..

I was number 141,
Meng Juin 140,
Nata 139! :D
Then we did some vocal training..
XD!! With a handsome teacher!
The girl also leng lui @@
We practised,laugh and enjoyed xD
After that we waited for our turn..
Wait wait..
PICTURE TIME!! XD
See bottom,





Okay after that,
It was our turn! :O
OMG!! Owh... and there was a camera man xD
taking our photos :O
funnn but scaredd and shiook xD
Due to i was 141, meng juin and nata went in first.
I went in afterwards when more people came in! hahaha!
Then i was starting to panic.
A lady pass us and asked us if we were scared.
We all said yea.
Then she told us breath in... breath out..
Then she asked ok?
I was like No... xDD
Still scared :O
Shaking.
Meng juin went first then me...
I went in :O
Damn scared..
But the judges wasn't scary xD
I sang okay okay.
I sang you raise me up..
The high note i can do but cause i was scared..
The judges help me and i continued.
After i finished, the judge said i reminded him when he was a student.
A choir member.
Cause haven reach puberty so can touch high notes xD
Then another lady asked me to sing another song.
I was so blur cause my chinese quite char :O
I know basic XD
Then i was like.. don't know -in Chinese-
She said she wanted add my marks :O
Omg... I did bad? or what? :x
but nata say maybe want me higher.. :(
I think i did bad ):
But they asked me to sing low note so suddenly :O
One teacher i think xD
I found out she was a teacher from my new friend xD
Nevermind la.. EXPERIANCE IS BEST XD
Owh as i was saying..
They wanted me to sing a chinese song,
so i sang liang shan bo yu lor...
Cause they want hear my chinese song voice..
Then i came out of the room and drop on the floor in front of nata and juin juin xD
Then we went out..
Eat at wendys.
Buy stuff and try clothes with nata.
Meng juin was bored hahahaha!
In the end came home and i mamak with meng juin a while.
Nata had to go cause she was going out dinner tonight... :)
Overall had fun~
-Yuki-

Shopping~

Now I know why when i read people's blog and when they buy stuff so happy.
I went out today :)
Bought a new handbag AND FINALLY!!!
A CAMERA!! XD!
It's last years modal though.
Still! Good enough!! :O
Nothing to post but photos!!!

BEFORE OPEN!
AFTER!! :D