Lies again.

29/09/10-Wednesday..

I skipped school for account's folio..
but thats not the main point here...

When I first met you I thought maybe...
But now it was just tragic...
You were not my first wound..
But you will be my last wound..
Because you were th only one who lied to me as though I was a little girl.
Thanks to my curiousity..
I learned that you were a liar.
At least the wounds before were painful..
Because I had happier memories.
Unfortunately your memories was the salt..
Burning my wounds again right now..
If you hate me.
Don't be a two face..
I hate two face as much as I hate you now.
But thanks a lot to you..
I will no longer trust guys in his words.
Because in seconds...
They will just be a liar just like YOU.
Thanks a lot.
I freaking feel like an idiot.
I should not have bothered about you when you even cheated with you gf.
Talk bad about her.
But yet, my friend was right.
What we say are the opposite.
I don't like hating people as I will suffer more.
I'll just treat as though you were an idiotic bystander.
A player. I think thats what you are...
But your so sincere to the girl you are in front of...
With all your pitiful lies...
I'm getting sick of the memories, talks I had with you..
Lucky, we didn't get to meet.
Or else I'll be an idiot thinking..

-Yuki Choong-

Breadou...

While looking back at photo's I took in breadou ro...

I really miss those days a hell lot...

It is wayyyy better than the server I'm in now..

I don't mean to say Twinki is not good.

Is just I really really love Breadou a lot!

I don't like twinki cause Woe is not as fun as breadou.

The items are different.

Some items are not even in twinki.

I prefer Breadou casue all my great buddies are there.

Even though I've buddies in Twinki.

If it was still breadou it might be better.

Just a little change I think breadou didn't have to be shutted down.

But what the hell do I know about those things.

I just know I reallllyyyy miss moments in breadou ro.

My characters there were better?

Haihs....

-Yuki-

BabyBoo....

26/9/10-Sunday..

Farewell Baby Boo..
I don't want to dream about being with you.
I don't want to even get close to you.
I don't want to message you.
I don't want to msn you.
I don't want you to use me...
Please..
I don't want it all to be a lie...
I can feel that it will end tragicly.
But I can also feel it maybe a good ending..
I've no idea but I don't want to be fooled..
You were too good to be true...
I don't want to remember our memories.
I don't want to remember you...
I don't want this...
Cause I know it's just another lie....
Ain't it?

-Yuki-

TimeSquare...

25/09/10-Saturday.

It all started at around 10.30 when I went to suki's house. Nata was not there yet... Wow.. Thought she would reach faster than me but she went for breakfast! Hahas. Okay... then when nata came.. original plan was to curl my hair but.... failed epicly.. So I had to wet my hair so it looks normal... but it looks ugly as usual... Hahas.

When pei yi came we went to kelana jaya and took LRT to KL Sentral. Then from KL Sentral we took monorail to Sungai Wang. I thought go straight to TimeSquare somemore.. Hahahas. My babe nata no tell me!! Hahahaha.

When we reached I was finding BBQ Plaza but failed. Walked around, look at clothes, then stopped at a noodle taiwan shop. I drank Strawberry Milkshake and we all ate friend wanton an dumpling. I used my babes iPod Touch and logged into msn. Thats when my whole day went bright. Baby boo talked to me~~ It was sweet and of course I was happy. But sadly, I had to off cause we were done eating and drinking. Waalk walk walk... Then go TimeSquare.

Kept walking until my leg was about to break. Went to Peneng Village for dinner. I bought a hair serum~ With suki darling. Then nata bought something too~ Okay.. Time for the JOKE! We were about to leave when I said, "Lets take the elevator" ... "Okay"... waited for 2+ minutes. "Why so long? My leg is killing me" I said. Then the door open. Nata was texting. Pei Yi and Suki was behind me. I walked in the elevator and they all started to shout I think.. Then I turn back... Elevator close!! OMG!!!!!!! I was in the elevator and they weren't... Like in all tv's when you are alone in the elevator you scream and knock the elevator door right? Hahas. I did that. Laugh all you want... But I was not alone.. there were people inside. Looking at me... Ouch..

I walked out stare a the floor above me an shouted. Then a nice guy told me to o back in the elevator and go back up. I went in click on G then 1 cause I wasn't sure what floor was I on. Then the guy said, "Click all.." he laughed.. When the door open.. I saw nata and hugged her~~ Awwwwwwwwww.

We laughed non-stop and decided to take the ESCALATOR now!! Hahahahahaha. Then another joke. As we were about to cross the monorail ticket thing. Nata was left behind cause she put her card in but it didn't allow her to cross. We ended up shouting and laughing. I kept repeating, "We go everywhere also talk so much.. Damn noisy o us... hahaha" Then they all agree and we all laughed. Then keep repeating the joke over and over again.

When reach LRT we took the WRONG LRT! We were suppose to go to Kelana Jaya. Instead we went on the opposite direction heading to GOMBAK! OMG!!!!! Lucky, we all got down at masjid jamek and took the other side of train and go to Kelana Jaya~ Hahahahas. We were soooo tired but it was awesome~ Love you babes. But as for baby boo... I should have known it was too good to be true...

-Yuki-

Hardship.

170910-Friday.

Schools going to start and my heart is still in the holidays mood. I want to go to school but I don't want to study. Hahas. Even so, I've to study and get flying colors for my finals. Once I do, it will be awesome~ Love the show Step Up 3 until I tried to do stretching to gain flexibilities. It's kinda pain but really fun~ Can't wait for my dearest to teach me how to dance~ She promised me!! Hahas~ I'll call both my dearest then.. Hahas. But need to spare most of the time for revisions. Also, facebook to chat with my friends. I'll try to on twinki on the weekends though.. But... I have to study first!! Sad...

I have no idea what I'm up to lately. Have to start planning my routine of the days. Need to get back to work. My dearest will be coming to my house to help me pick some outfit~ On the way, I'll be a violent girl by bullying her~ I'm not Lesbian. HAHA!! I'm just hyper~ Nothing to say.. TATAX

-Yuki-

TwinkiRo~

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-Yuki-

Mk suprise birthday party

16-09-10,Thursday.

Had A lot of fun with my beloved friends two day ago.
I was late though.
But still manage to make it~
We watched step up 3~~~
I LOVE THE WAY THEY DANCE!!!
It's kinda nice~
But my friends say Step Up 2 better more dancing.
hahaha~ after that, we went to Bbq PLAZA~
Me, Nata, and Strawberry jeremy cook with the bbq thing~
Damn funny!
Everyone stop eating we still busy cooking there~
Like little kids~
Then we went karaoke~
Cool weih!!
Wanted order beer but we're underage!!
SAD!!!! XDD
But it was a seriously fun day~
Really enjoyed it a lot~~
Hope theres another chance we can go out and have tons of fun again~~~

-Yuki-

Lies..

10-9-10, Friday.

I don't know how to explain what has been going on. Recently no mood to update blog. Went out today. I was kinda thinking if I didn't go out, will I see him? If I didn't want to go to toilet will I see him? I'm kinda good at recognizing people after seeing their photos. Haha. Almost everyone too~

I'll just say from here. As I was walking to the toilet at a shopping complex. Like all drama's he passed by me without knowing of course. I saw him.. PAUSED... WTH... Messaged him... OMFG... It's him... Damm... Went to the other side of the shopping complex.. And talked to him through instant message. Bought a new heels. Went back to the complex he is in. He was at ***** and when I passed by it.. My mom call me to go in... I was like.. Damn.. But lucky it wasn't really INSIDE. Then went to the food court. Message him half way he call me but he didn't say anything.. Then I saw him.. Hide near the piller. He was walking my way.. I quickly took my food and run.. Heart pounding extreamly fast. I was so scared he saw me.. But he mistaken me for another girl... Then never reply me after that.. Is this just a joke? Come on.. I'm really tired.

Wanting to forget this all but meets him randomly? Wow.. I don't know what to say..

I guess knowing him, being friends, was all just a lie? Words left unspoken or unfinished. I didn't know how to even talk to him. All I know is I don't want to exist in his life. After all, I'll just be a burden. Like everyone, I'm a stupid burden... FML!

-Yuki-

사랑해....

7/09/10-Tuesday

There's tuition today... haihs... Feel so sien..
Should I skip tuition?
I really need a rest....
So many thoughts on my mind...
If only I slept longer..
IMYRB! <>
I feel so stupid now..
Don't know what to write..
I'll study now!
Hope so..

-BrokenTurtle?-

Scattered Memories.

06/09/10-Monday.

It's holidays. My friends and I planned to go out during the holidays. First person who popped in my mind was you. Went out with family. Why walking I remember about gifts. Gifts that we joked, at least maybe you think it was a joke. I was checking out the wallets. But, I stopped. Why am I being so stupid now? Stupid baka dumb Idiotic Yuki! Wake up right now!! Leave his world... How can I? Haihs... I miss him a lot. My best buddy said just forget about him. Thanks a lot for listening dear~ Love you~ Hahas.

Disappintment hits me like the wave. I'm not going to complain anymore! I've to wash away my sins. I cannot say bad words, bad stuff about others! I've to turn over a new leaf so I won't feel devastated! These days in facebook, I don't know what to do.. I want to post something but I don't want to at the same time. I miss you. I really do.. I guess, Don't know is better then know.

-Yuki-

Mute.

I don't know what to say at the right time or bad time. Mind as well be mute. It's not easy to be mute though. But, it's good. As for my recent post about my friend. I'm sorry. I was pissed that time. But, I'll say again, I don't care what you think. You read or not I won't care. I won't say I'll not care about your feelings but I'll just try to ignore it.

Something has been bothering me lately. I just don't know what. I wish someone could just save me from this pain and sorrow. Everytime I online I just want to see you online just to prove you didn't block me. But I keep on hoping for the worst. I don't know what you did and I'm planning to move on. It's so hard ... Wonder why.. Can't wait to go out with the girls and guys. Hope my mind will stay with me and not go over to fantasy world. But, I guess if I pass by that place ... I'll remember what you said to me.

I'm not going to tell anyone whats wrong with me anymore. I don't know who I can trust. Who is capable of listening and who will stay with me till the end. I give up. I'll be muted from now?? No idea.

-StupidTurtle-

Speechless.

04/09/10-Saturday.

OMG~! I forgot to blog! Sorry. Hahas. Nevermind I might blog late anyways.. Nothing to write also... I might temporary stop twinki AGAIN. Cause, my exam marks.. Some improved.. Some dropped to the core. Gosh! Ah well... Sad... Owh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED BROTHER AGAIN! It was yesterday though. But I fb him and wished him in real life~ Hahaha!

I love the way you lie. Nice song. The song he hears. The time we spent even though we were just friends nothing more. It was fun while it lasted. I'll back of so you can live better. Ain't that right? I guess this time.. He won't bother... Happy Ending? Hahas. I should just focus on studies and ignore it. I've nothing much to lose anyways. I really miss you these days... But if you blocked me in msn, it's okay I guess. I won't even be online these days. I hope... haha! I seriously need to get on with my plans!!! STUDYYYYY!!

-Yuuki-
Siens...

Best Friends?

02/09/10-Thursday.

Haha, Best friends? Few years of friendship are just useless. I don't give a damn about you anymore. You just piss me off now. It's like ask you already free or not. You say yes. Ya, you said yes but guess what? YOU SAID NO AFTERTHAT. WTF? Come on la! Seriously if you're free just say free then don't go random saying eh, might go genting. Then suddenly singapore. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN OF WHERE YOU'RE GOING! I DON'T CARE! THE SIMPLEST QUESTION I ASKED YOU, "ARE YOU FREE?"

GIVE ME JUST THAT ANSWER AND NOT RANDOM ANSWERES DAMMIT! Ish. I really don't want to talk to you guys anymore. It's way better without me. And guess what? I feel so much better now! Yes, I admit I was happy when I could talk to you. But do you bother listening? I know one listen. But the other one? You get distracted damn easy. Talking serious you change the topic. Whatever la! I don't care. If I'm destined to be a loner, Let me be a loner then. If you're thinking I've attitude problem. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN! I don't need to care and know of what you think of me! So before I be rude towards you people. Stop bothering me with things I no longer care. Especially when it's said by you people.

-YuinTheng-
P.S. If you come questioning me is that you I mention here, well too bad I won't even say a word. I have not been telling you all about whats around me anyways, I don't hang out with you guys and the best part of all you all don't give a damn. So why should I give a damn about your feelings.

Appreciation.

2/09/10-Thursday.

I've been thinking of someone whenever I want to go out and all. But from today onwards, I'm going to forget about this person. It's impossible for the both of us. This person hates me now I guess, just nice. But why does it bother me?

I just watched a drama. A grandma got banged by a car while chasing after her grandson who was walking faster than her. When that scene was on I started to cry. I miss my grandma.I wish I learned from young then I had more chance to appreciate my grandma. I'm speechless. If only more people know how to appreciate family members and also friends. I'm speechless again. It's over.. So many things to write but don't know what to really write now.

-Yuki-

Back to School!!

1/09/10

Recieved a message last night.
In chinese.. I don't know who.
I thought it was zing at first.
Until I asked him a while ago and it wasn't him.
Gosh, who is it?..

Anyways... School.. nothing to say boring. Haha!

I kinda feel weird now.
I think no matter how many comments I get.
I just want to hear from her only.
Her words are everything.
I have no idea why but I really love her!
She is kinda the most important now!
Haha, Love her~
Nothing to say.
I'M NOT LESBIAN!
Don't try to guess who is she.
You won't know!
HAHA!

XoXo Yuki~